DAY 7

BABY! THIS IS TO DO LIST

IM COMING BACK TOMORROW BABY!!!!  <3333333

DAY 6

Baby, I hope you have't forgot about me,
its finally day 6! :D
I miss you baby love, i really do, i hope when you are bored you can look back at the posts I've written, how silly I started so long ago, about every fun date we had :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH I hope you had fun as much as I am whenever we are out on a date baby! Heheheheh, i miss watching movie with you! Time to go catch some movie right? You know how much I enjoy myself when we watch something together, HAHAHAHAH cause i love laughing in your arms, or just being so close to you in the dark cinema. (shy) heheheheheheheh! Ok I know you want to go apply for a job soon but please don't work so many jobs ok? I know you wanna earn lotsa money but I'll miss you and i still want to spend time with you alright :D Like our quality time.

Because I still want to make more happy memories with you
To smile with you
Swim with you
Suntan with you
Ride on roller coasters with you
Travel with you,
there's so many things i wanna do with you! I just hope we had all the time in the world baby..

:D but im sure we have them in the future right?
xx

Please wait for me to be back honey! I love you!

DAY 5

Hello honeybeeeeeeeeeeee <3333333333

I MISS YOU

AND I REALLY DO, today is DAY 5 and just 3 more days till im back in Singapore, and today will just be a short post because a picture speaks a thousand words....

DAY 4

IT'S HALFWAY THERE BABY!!!!!

HAVE YOU BEEN THINKING ABOUT ME HONEY? CAUSE I DO :( I miss your face, your voice, your hugs and everything baby! Howwwwww? Can i just see you really soon? Baby, did I tell you how last time, whenever in school, i'll be extremely shy when i walk past your class or like walk past you during training. Hehehehehe like our "happening" days!!!! Like i remembered I had chinese remedial, and you waited for me so we could go OC together to study baby :) And how like during study dates, you will get me carrot cakes and we will be the earliest people at coffee bean :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! And all the time we went for parties around someone's house, i'll just feel that you are nearby :) HAHAHAHAAH OMGOSH IM SO SHY TALKING ABOUT IT! hehehehehehe i think we are so cute then, but we became cuter now! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE like you've been showering me with love unconditionally, like i cry you will fly down to my house. I just feel so protected and loved by you and i don't want to expect for anything, i just want to be with you ok?

I'm pretty sure 20 years down the road, I'll still look back and be smiling at our dates,
and you'll be husband
with MEGAN FOX ONG AND TREVOR ONG
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH
AND I DECIDED TO GIVE THEM CHINESE NAMES
LIKE ONE IS YUJUN AND THE OTHER IS JUNYU
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!
OMGOSH IS SO FUNNY,
and we will have 2 pets,
one white dog and one black dog,
they will be called AH NEH AND ANGMOH
<33 ok?
THIS IS OUR FUTURE BABY!
OK SEE YA VERY SOON! MISS ME K!
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU!

DAY 3

ITS DAY 3 BABY!!!!!!!!

Today, let's discuss on our dates when i get back from TAIWAN honey! Is like a short week before 2013 approaches but can I date you on a monday to have picnic at the Botanics and I wanna book you for christmas and new year too!! Please keep those dates available alright :) I hope i find a nice gift for you before christmas approaches! CAN YOU AT LEAST POST ON TWITTER OR GIVE ME A HINT like what you want baby!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA Idk what else can i get you i might have to resort to wrapping myself up for you! HEHEHEHEH i shall be your santa baby :D Is a few more days to Christmas and is our second time spending it together, I will be spending all my christmas with you right honey?

Heheheheeh ok i know is sad you cant hug me to bed at night,
for once i let you use chouchou to substitute me,
i miss you like crazy already,
have a good day baby boy!
You are always in my mind <3333

DAY 2

HELLO SWEETIE PIE!
I MISSSSSSS YOU! How was your day yesterday? I hope one day without me didn't bore you! Hehehehehehehe, today I will be up on the mountains and when i'm closer to the angels and God above, I'll tell them that I love you and make sure you are the one for my whole life :) Did you take your meals my baby boy? No skipping of meals you get it? HAHAHAHAHAHA NO MAGGIE MEE EVEN IF YOU ARE LAZY ALRIGHT! Today will be a good day and I hope you didn't forget me honey :) I'll definitely use your heatpacks and lipbalm ok! I'll prolly make out with my lipbalms cause i miss your lips already baobaoooo :( HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAH! I know you will be using the computer when you are bored, but please rest your pretty eyes ok? I want to go back home soon! I want to be in your arms! <3333333333 But no matter how far am I, you know my heart is with you. like 1000000000000 miles away, i'm still thinking about you ok :)

I love you baby boy!
I'll be back soon!

DAY 1

Baby Love,

I hope you are doing fine. By the time you read this, i am probably on the plane to taiwan already :) And i just want to tell you, I miss you. I really do.
The past few days were so hard to get by, I really felt so horrible to be in that situation with you.
I never had the chance to tell you in face that I am sorry.
I just want to say, that is part of growing up and we want each other very badly don't we? That's why we bother to trash things out and tell each other how we felt. But just so you know, i'll embrace it and take it as a stepping stone from the past, that we are moving on to the future with smiles. There won't be tears or arguments anymore. There won't be bitterness inside of us, inside of me, inside of you. We are going to be the happiest couple on earth. AND WE WILL ALWAYS BE :) I'll always have faith, in this relationship because you are the best I ever had, and no one can replace you for sure. I love you and I can say this for a lifetime. Don't ever leave me ok? Im sending some love from taiwan! xx

Remember to take your meal ah! (INSERT STERN FACE HERE)
AI NI! <3333333

On a mundance Sunday..

There was a tuesday night and you took me into your arms and whispered "I love you" for the first time, it was the most genuine, painless and beautiful moment in my life and it stuck to me, it stuck to us. It's been fourteen months since you placed your hands into mine and asked me to be yours "Forever since today". There was no need for the applaud or the sounds of birds in the sky, and from the night I gave you my heart, you were my life- you were all I needed to know and see. Perhaps it came with age, to find the special someone to change my life around, to sweep my feet off the waxed floors and to make it so easy to love- to make it so easy to live.

You are the one whom I would stay up late for, having those endless daydreaming of our future

to weave in this bubble of ours, I can't ask for more can I?

When you asked if it was weird to tuck my head into your chest......

you've got to know i've already memorized the curves on your chest, the smell of your hair, the fingerprints on your hands and the crinkles around your mesmerizing eyes

 and ducking my head right into your chest feels like home to me.

You are like the rustle of the winds during the nights I climb onto my roof in the dark smoking my life away, seeking some form of comfort and a sign to remember I wasn't alone. you are sigur ros in my darkest days, and you are The Breakfast Club on a Sunday morning. you are the first glimpse of dawn i camped the night away for, and you are the only one. 

I'm genuinely looking forward to the 28th of November,

where the real fun begins.

Never be apologetic that you have not spend suffice time with me because

those minimal time that you gave me during this crazy week

was quality time honey

This is for you :)

Stacey Jay

"Real love has little to do with falling. It’s a climb up the rocky face of a mountain, hard work, and most people are too selfish or too scared to bother. Very few reach the critical point in their relationship that summons the attention of the light and the dark, that place where they will make a commitment to love no matter what obstacles-or temptations- appear in their path."

Your thoughts transcend everything else

Dear J,

I'm here. I'm listening. It's okay. I'll always be here remember? I know how you feel but i'm not going to say that I know "exactly" what you are going through, because I don't. You're going through, and I don't. We all have different problems, some bigger than the others, that doesn't mean we can't feel, right? I have bad thoughts too, they keep coming back, eating me away. I'm so tired of it and sometimes I think that maybe just one little blow will make everything better. But baby, you've shown me that no matter how bad things can get, no matter how useless or disgusting we feel, we must find the strength to keep going. We need to realize that we are not alone. Even though we can't choose where we came from, we can always choose where to go from there. I want to be someone, and I think I will be, I think you will too, to be that "someone" you eventually want to be when you grow up, baby. I hope you know that I'm always here to listen because you taught me so much even when you felt alone. You can never be alone. Thank you for everything and remember, i'm with you, always, all ways

Love always,
P

Stay close

If whatever happens,

remember,

I did, I do, and I will

Love you

Honey, I just want to tell you that you're always the number one in my heart. I love you so much that I can't explain how much I've fallen in love with you. I love everything about you although at times I may be a little too sensitive and be so paranoid about everything, but eventually my heart's with you and it will always be. It's been 390 days since we got together and I haven't been more blessed. I really enjoyed my zoo trip yesterday and I'll never forget that day! :) just want to tell you to keep going and we will have more of this dates :) we will go outings and just chillax at the garden, you have no idea how happy was I to look at the sky and your face baby :)  

Thanks for everything :D

Yeah, You could be the greatest
You can be the best
You can be the king kong banging on your chest

You could beat the world
You could beat the war
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

You can throw your hands up
You can be the clock
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you can find yourself

Standing in the hall of fame
And the world's gonna know your name
Cause you burn with the brightest flame
And the world's gonna know your name
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

You could go the distance
You could run the mile
You could walk straight through hell with a smile

You could be the hero
You could get the gold
Breaking all the records that thought never could be broke

Do it for your people
Do it for your pride
Never gonna know if you never even try

Do it for your country
Do it for you name
Cause there's gonna be a day

When your, standing in the hall of fame
And the world's gonna know your name
Cause you burn with the brightest flame
And the world's gonna know your name
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

Be a champion, Be a champion, Be a champion, Be a champion

I love you

Honey,

Sweetiepie, I just want to tell you how terribly sorry am I for neglecting your feelings. You know how much I love you, and this whole prelims, work thing clashes that kinda caused us to be so unhappy and frustrated because we want each other so badly, and i know how much we each wanna spend more time together. I just need you to know that I really want the best for you, you concentrate on your work and I promise you i'll always be here when you need me. We've already been through so much darling, more than a year, it was so hard for us to get together, so hard for us to deal with the separation, and we have so many more obstacles to come and we shouldn't be affected by it at all right? I know how sometimes you are so happy and just want that attention from me through text and yet im working and can't reply you that enthusiastically. But I'll try to work something out ok? :)
Darling, just promise me whenever you feel so upset and unloved, you have to tell me alright? I'll do my best to recoup those negative feelings!
On a side note, your birthday is nearing honey!!!!!!!
I'm so exciteddddddddddddd :-*

To do

We are showering like this in the future,

every single day,

alright?

I love you, I am who I am because of you

You're every reason, every hope and every dream I've ever had

And no matter what happens in the future,

I will always be yours,

and darling, you will always be mine

366

I've always told myself that someday we will all find out what we are looking for,

or maybe we won't

Or maybe we will find something greater,

You gave me the greatest love :)

Stay strong sweetheart

“The good times and the bad times both will pass. It will pass. It will get easier. But the fact that it will get easier does not mean that it doesn’t hurt now. And when people try to minimize your pain they are doing you a disservice. And when you try to minimize your own pain you’re doing yourself a disservice. Don’t do that. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real. It hurts because it mattered. And that’s an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn’t mean that it won’t end, that it won’t get better. Because it will.”

more

“I want to see you.
Know your voice.
Recognize you when you
first come ‘round the corner.
Sense your scent when I come
into a room you’ve just left.
Know the lift of your heel,
the glide of your foot.
Become familiar with the way
you purse your lips
then let them part,
just the slightest bit,
when I lean in to your space
and kiss you.
I want to know the joy
of how you whisper
“more”.

This keeps me going

The secret for long relationships is not having a perfect and harmonious love affair. It is not how often you fight, not because of the number of similarities and the stuff you both like doing together nor the number of mistakes you made. Those things count but it is the faith that keeps you going. A relationship would last if both of you are willing to not give up, if both of you are willing to stand up and still try every time one of you or both of you fall. You should not lose hope when you are struck with problems along the way. Give each other hope and hold on as long as you can.

Im sorry honey.

To my beloved baby boy,

Dear J,

I could pour out my heart to you, my entire heart,

 felt the immense pain in my heart, I couldn't explain how much just a conversation alone is able to manipulate my mind and my thoughts and my everything,

I always thought you could fix me,

but I feel like a pressed flower that has lost all it's shine and glory,

I just wanted to say I'm sorry for the times you felt unloved,

the times when I could push myself a little more, to go for that extra effort to place that smile on your face

To, want you more, need you more, show you i love you more,

But I chose to keep you by a safe distance and hung in despair alone.

you mattered more than anything in this world, and giving you the best was the only option, that includes your education.

Even if its texting you less, feeling all gloomy, going to bed alone, keeping this sadness within me, I always thought, "I could get so used to this, but that'd mean you would be fading, I could be drifting,"

I was silly to even place this space between us for the sake of your studies,

to wallow in my self-pity, to sacrifice my happiness for your everything.

I was wrong darling

Terribly wrong.

I love you so much 

  Sorry for being trapped in this whole entire "A levels" situation.

I know you're a sensitive little boy towards me, and how small matters might get into your head like me talking to other boys or you getting jealous of people who gets to be close to me every single day,

   sorry but you're incredibly adorable and I kinda like it when you're so protective :) 

Going back into your arms yesterday just gave me a little more faith and hope to carry on,

thinking about the promises we made

Our white house, with little megan and travis or wtv, to go for honeymoon, to cook, to fall asleep right next to each other, to shower one another, to surprise one another....

I just thought it was silly of me to be such a brat 

I don't have to give you space

I can be your space, be near you and talk to you and want you equally much.

Because you're mine and you're my future.

My aim is to make sure that you are happy and be blessed even when you're conquering the exams.

 Can't explain the love I have for you, but how i string your words across my heart.
Keeping them really close to my heart.

You have no idea how much you mean to me even though I do not show it physically,

but baby, you're more than the world to me.

I hope we will have more great days ahead, 

and more happiness

no more drifting

no more sulky

no more feeling unloved,

alright?

Blink now and smile for 10 seconds :)

p.s

I will always be here, xx

Love song

I don't know why this song just reminds me of you every single time :D

 

and that explains why is it my favourite song <3

Baby Boy

I wish I could comprehend how blessed am I to be submerged in your warmth

To lean on your chest during long bus rides

to wake up to your lovely face

to feel your breath against my forehead

and then on to my cheeks

to your "I want you" every Saturday morning

That feeling is amazing 

I love you sweetie pie J

xx

Secret - During assembly

While schooling,

My heart beats a million pounds per second 

whenever the assembly bell goes off melodiously

Because that's when I can see you

I like to stare at you from the sideline :)

I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough

It's okay if I don't have all the time in the world to be with you

Or be like how other couples are, constantly together under the same school's shelter

It's okay if how our dates are once or twice a week and not on a daily basis

It's okay that most of our dates are spent studying 

It's okay that I can't talk to you that often either because you're on a battle towards As

I don't seek for quantity time with you but quality time,

and I promise to take this journey with you with an open heart and mind

To be your only source of support, your comfort, your motivation

and be understanding towards you,

There's no complains or unhappiness within me,

not at all :) 

Because everything will be fine in the end,

things will be so much brighter

We are going to have more dates

More fun dates

More late nights together

More alone time

& I can't wait

:)