USS

Definitely the best day of my life,

you and me

screaming.

I had to leave school

The toughest period of my life,

to be placed in a junior college to compete.

It was crazy, mad crazy,

to swim my week away, sleepless nights,

to suffocate in this stupid education system,

till i couldn't breathe.

i hate going to school, but i went because there was you,

heartbreaking it may sound, I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Sorry for not trying harder to be where you are,

Sorry for not being good enough to be there,

Sorry for not being strong and positive,

Sorry for leaving you alone there,

without the breakfast(s) in the morning,

without the gazing in the morning,

the swimmings in the week,

it was a short period indeed.

I felt horribly torn, between the decisions,

stay?

I really wanted to, for you

Just that I could't find the right words to tell you

It was cruel of me to let you battle this alone,

to separate us

To face the uncertainty by placing myself in a whole new environment

 letting you face the insecurities.

Till then, I couldn't find the right words to say,

all I could do was promise,

promise