The Journey 2

Nesting in your arms, 

as the movie clip plays, continuously

like how our lives would be

adventurous 

Your breath on my neck, 

your eyes fixed on me

and then the screen

and then on me.

I gave you everything. 

USS

Definitely the best day of my life,

you and me

screaming.

I had to leave school

The toughest period of my life,

to be placed in a junior college to compete.

It was crazy, mad crazy,

to swim my week away, sleepless nights,

to suffocate in this stupid education system,

till i couldn't breathe.

i hate going to school, but i went because there was you,

heartbreaking it may sound, I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Sorry for not trying harder to be where you are,

Sorry for not being good enough to be there,

Sorry for not being strong and positive,

Sorry for leaving you alone there,

without the breakfast(s) in the morning,

without the gazing in the morning,

the swimmings in the week,

it was a short period indeed.

I felt horribly torn, between the decisions,

stay?

I really wanted to, for you

Just that I could't find the right words to tell you

It was cruel of me to let you battle this alone,

to separate us

To face the uncertainty by placing myself in a whole new environment

 letting you face the insecurities.

Till then, I couldn't find the right words to say,

all I could do was promise,

promise

Oh christmas

You gave me a ukulele

a pink ukulele.

September the Sixth

Do you remember baby?

The day you handed me that card,

and the previous day with flowers

white flowers

scented flowers,

you insist on sending

me back home, and yes that's probably the best place to be,

home

you asked me to open that letter of yours

right before your eyes,

and i did 

And that's probably the only letter i wanted to receive

The only letter that I need

You had no idea how it overwhelmed me,

happiness overwhelmed me.

And that's the beginning :)