The day we fought

14 June
I'm sorry for the times that i've pushed you away, I don't really mean to

when I tell you I don't want to talk about it, i do, i am just looking for the right words.

Give me a minute and I can tell you; I will.

I try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time, at the moment

I am working on the ratio,

When i get really quiet sometimes it is because I have too much to say I have thought of too many things to tell you at once and I don't know what to say first.

I get immaturely envious of those who gets to see you on a daily basis,

while i made the choice to be on a separate sheet,

I miss you really easily. But i also like how we can be

a    p    a   r    t

and we are both okay,          space is good. too.

I love the way how we love the same things, and I love how we love entirely different things.

My head is a compile of thoughts and cravings and dreams and this tangled nostalgia for the past and somehow the future. 

I'm flawed and I'm human and I'm trying

 and I love you

So glad that you are here.

Your call before camp

you called on a random day,on a random afternoon

telling me how much you've missed me.

your melodious voice,

or should I say excitement?

It was just 24 hours baby :)

When you are so adorable,

"I will announce when i put aloe cream!!"

 

Carrot Cake

Bliss in life;

is when you travelled for

an hour

just to enjoy a plate of carrot cake with me.

simple meal, and yet it meant so much to me.

xx

You know,

You brought so much laughters into my life,

is addictive.

NSRCC WITH POLO TEAM

Tonight, I'm content.

Nothing more than an empty house, the warm weariness from a day spent with the team,

alcohols, drinks

wings and pink,

Walking under the streetlight,

"are you drunk?"

"no i'm not"

and our lips meet.

past midnight on a taxi,

6

I love you

On my birthday

Your gift was a warmth,

I wore it to sleep, to school,  

 while i eat, on a coach to Genting.

It was nice,

at the beach

Coupled with the breeze and the kids,

you wish that time would stop like this.

Now i know how people can live without books, without college.

When one is so tired at the end of a day one must sleep, and at the next dawn, there are more to see,

the beach and the kids.

At times like this i'd call myself a fool to ask for more,

because you were right next to me and there's nothing more to ask for.

The Journey 2

Nesting in your arms, 

as the movie clip plays, continuously

like how our lives would be

adventurous 

Your breath on my neck, 

your eyes fixed on me

and then the screen

and then on me.

I gave you everything.